Still alive, just too lazy to write.

Hey my readers and friends from all over the world, again I didn’t write for a long time. I was just not in the mood. Since Luis has left I’m alone most of the time and I miss him so much.
Winter has arrived here in Germany, it’s so cold, sometimes it snows but it’s not nice snow like you see it on tv. It’s about to melt and becomes a nasty, horribly and very slippery.

This weather is dangerous for me, everybody has a cold and viruses that I could catch easily. Yesterday I had high fever and I need antibiotic infusions again. The last IV-therapy (that’s what we call it) was only two weeks ago. I hate that I have to go through that again because I always have horrible side effects from it. Since it has become so cold here I can feel my breath getting shorter and harder. It’s really time that I get a transplant. But I’m still paused on the list but on Monday, 17th I have an appointment at the transplant hospital and they’ll decide if they put me back on the active list. They say that from this moment on I would have to wait 3-6 months. I can’t wait to be able to breathe easy and deeply. I don’t even remember how it feels when your lungs get filled with fresh, cold air all over. I hope I can get the lungs very soon so I can take a deep breathe without getting a cough attack right afterwards. Today the team from TV is here. It’s a very new experience and I hope I can convince people to become an organ donor!