25 – FEAR
April 30, 2012
Today was a good day. Still throwing up and Feeling sick but less pain🙂
In the afternoon i could move the toes of my left foot a little.
And my day visited me.
And Luis bought his ticket to Germany. He will be here in 10 days. I am so happy about it.
But I am so nervous, because the doctor that will decide about my transplant will talk to me on Wednesday and tell me their decision.
I am really scared. Most probably they won’t put me back on the waiting list. If they won’t give me lungs I will die.
I dont know, what to write right now. The day was really great and amazing but I am so so afraid…
I distracted myself with a new app. I downloaded instagram, a Foto-app. If you want to follow me: my name there is coughingangel
Tomorrow I will write more again.
Today I am to confused…